March 2012
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February 2012
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People often perceive me as hard working, super goal oriented, and very responsible. What they don’t know is that, I too, have bad days where I’m unmotivated. They don’t see how I am when I’m at my worse. They don’t know how I feel at all. But to be honest, who cares what they know or don’t know— they don’t need to know.
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It is not a lover of which I am seeking. What I am truly searching for is something more subtle than love— simply, true companionship.
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At times when I feel incapable, unmotivated, and uninspired, it feels like the best thing I can do is encourage others. It really excites me knowing what people are capable of and the only thing I can do is watch from the sideline. I don’t feel a bit sad or jealous knowing what they’re capable of doing is something I can’t. It’s times like this when believing in someone...
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Why is this?
I can’t be having these dreams of you— so real that your own lost existence has manifested in the dark depths of my mind.
Are you a ghost? Or just a desperate remnant of a memory on the verge of being forgotten?
History may repeat itself, but people can never go back to the past.
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I would, very much, like to have an actual pen-pal.
I want someone I can write to. They don’t necessarily have to be out of the country. Anywhere is fine. I just want to send them my thoughts, my writing, and maybe some of my photography.
With that said, who would like to be my pen-pal?
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I wonder if I’m using my own dreams as an excuse to just run away.
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I would, very much, like to have an actual pen-pal.
I’m pretty excited right now. Last Thursday, I was depressed because I couldn’t get into Black and White Photography. Because of that, I was forced to hunt for classes. I walked into an Upper GE class hoping to add. I asked the teacher if there was any available spots left. She told me she’d discuss that with me after class. All of a sudden, when class started, she started...
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Stop walking like you’re carrying the weight of the entire world on your back.
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I’ve always been the kind of person that looked towards the future. I wanted everything to be as I envisioned them. I mean, what’s wrong with that? When you know what you want, the only thing left to do is to grab it with your own two hands.
What is this feeling though? This twisting. This knotting. This insecurity. I think I’m beginning to realize how much my life has really...
The soul still weeps in agony as the rain continues to fall down.
I wonder if it’s a coincidence that you suddenly appear before me after thinking that I would never see you again. It’s definitely not fate or destiny, but perhaps necessity. Let’s see where this leads to…
Dear Jay
I know you're offline but I just wanted to let you know that I'm looking at the photos you sent me of Ketchikan Alaska
and they make me really happy!
I love you, Jay!